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The reach of a Fathom
17 year old male photographer. //Untitled// Inbetween the eyes of hatred/ In the midst of a peaceful breath/ Lies the ever growing nothing/ Creating the impossible test// Far beyond the rolling thunder/ And ahead of the ruthless fist/ Lies the ever growing nothing/ In an ever lasting rest// Pick apart the words of sinners/ Peal away the skin within/ Pick up the rose that whithers/ Cease... and don't begin/ -Elias C. McConnell





















//beyond a fathom//
::::Fathom, To reach or penetrate with the mind; to get to the bottom of;
To master; to comprehend thoroughly::::
In the darkness I can feel it
I reach out to grasp it
It's not there, it's gone, it disappeared
I think I'll take another hit.
I'm gone, I'm lost, I'm beyond my own control
When will this drug let go of it's hold?
Why don't I ever do what I'm told
If I was obediant I wouldn't be here
If I was normal I wouldn't be wiping this tear
Where am I, what have a done?
Sh** my body weighs a ton
I can't stand up
I think this drug has won
When will I learn that this is wrong?
When will I go home to where I belong?
My friends aren't caring.. what is this?
My stomach hurts.. my hands are all red
Why is there blood coming from my head
It's cold out here, I can't feel my toes
There is a bright light... I can't see
I'm weightless
My mind is completely free.
What the he** has happend to me?
What will happen if I die?
Will the people that I care for even take time to cry?
Will they notice I'm gone?
What.... what is going on
This is all beyond what I can fathom.
--Elias C. McConnell
suffering in the chains of guilt/
hoping for a release from pain/
nourishing the rose that will never wilt/
forever winning a hopeless gain/
either my eyes have stopped moving/
or my world has stood still/
I can't feel my heart beating/
nor do I think I ever will/
-Elias C. McConnell
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